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a thought

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 04:01:46 GMT

good mood bad mood pretty not pretty fat skinny ugly weird perfect what have you.

i still thinks the sun shines out of your ass.

HAHA

you know what i think?

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 13:33:37 GMT

I think the bigger the investment, the bigger your return. But you have to be willing to take a chance. you have to understand, you really might lose it all. But maybe, just maybe, if you take that chance, if you take that leap of faith and if you invest wisely.. the payout might really surprise you.

the balls in your court honey.

Sink or swim?

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 07:43:21 GMT

Kamikaze airplanes in the sky
Are we going down or will we fly?
This could be a shipwreck on the shore
Or we could sail away forevermore

this time, its sink or swim.

Monday, November 02, 2009

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 00:47:43 GMT

i have a feeling this week wont go well.

Death Cab For Cutie

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 00:55:00 GMT

as you can infer, i'm a great fan of their emotion through a lack of emotion music.

rage against the machine

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 11:52:01 GMT

a wise friend once said

aim high but have no expectations.

UGHHHHHHH I NEED THIS WISE FRIEND NOW.

CROSS FREAKING ROADS MUCH?

This video on repeat.

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 11:37:03 GMT

Frustration is such a dreadful emotion. It's a feeling that robs all the joviality that resides in you with one swift motion leaving you as an empty shell feeling deplorable for yourself even though you don't deserve it.

Sentiments are a funny thing. It's hard to control and it's hard to pretend you don't care. It's hard trying to pretend i don't. The line of no return has already been crossed and there are so many invisible factors which prevent return. Yet, the stubborn mentality returns. Another attempt, another endeavor, another disappointment. Why do i even try?

It's kind of ironic that i'm trying to pretend i don't care given the situation and circumstances we're in. Maybe it's my 14 year old mental self typing this entry i don't know. I don't even remember what i typed the previous paragraph. This weblog post probably doesnt make any sense and i may even delete this later on.

I don't want to regret anything which might lead to a flood of what ifs and what might have been. Neither do i want to prattle about my vexations so excuse this sign of weakness from me. there's a lot going on now.

Sigh.

Some random spurts of cognitive prose to Joe Hisaishi which is piped in the office.

i'm actually feeling better.

funny how emotions come and go.

He updates again?!!?

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 05:59:24 GMT

I dont hate gays, i have gay friends and i love them but i cannot seem to understand how they think and how they function. Here's an example.

bryanboy vs dan carter.

i think dan carter epitomizes the classic man. he's good looking and fit.

the other chap on the otherhand..he looks like a combination between an anorexic batgirl and a man whos legs were mangled by lions

why is this happening?

*stabs myself with a pen*

finally an update.

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 04:40:35 GMT

This is Darin.

I know he looks like a cock munching ala jesse maccartney tutu wearing fairy but i'm so hooked to his version of viva la vida.

The original, by coldplay is a million times better with the strings and the biblical chris martin singing. However, i'm always a fan of variation and covers so i took a listen to fairyboy's version and i was amazed. He brings out the backstreet boy in you. It has a this dance-ish feel to it. check it out!

Nice

Fri, 04 Sep 2009 02:39:16 GMT

This is Candice, Miss Missouri 2008, she's hot.

She's Chace Crawford's little sister. Damn o0 great genes.